beauty from ashes

little successes

"Commit your works to the Lord, and your thoughts will be established."  Proverbs 16:3

Lately I find myself frustrated---with ME!  And it's not in a bad way where I feel like a loser or a disaster, but rather where I feel ready to be done with some bad habits---those areas where my patterns of thought and action are destructive to my relationships.

I am ready to change.

As the saying goes: This is where the rubber meets the road.

And things get challenging.

Right now I am stuck on that stretch of road between "head-knowledge" and "heart-knowledge".  I have a head full of great communication skills, life-living skills, and problem-solving skills.  Putting these into action has everything to do with what I "know" and nothing to do with what comes naturally to me.

It's simply applying steps A, B and C to  situation because I KNOW it's what is best, and then backing up to see what happens.

So far what has happened has been good.  And I am journaling those little successes so that I remember that I am making progress.

I have a friend who likes to remind me not to despise small beginnings.  Change takes time.  And often it's in the looking back that we see how far we have come

What about you?  Are there areas where you feel like you are driving blind?  Walking by faith rather than sight?

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what i know to be true

My favorite book in the Bible is Hosea.

It's message is love and mercy, grace and redemption, and a God who never fails, even when life seems impossibly hard.

Reading through it once again I paused at the 2nd verse in chapter 1:

"When the Lord began to speak through Hosea, the Lord said to him, "Go, marry a promiscuous woman and have children with her, for like an adulterous wife this land is guilty of unfaithfulness to the Lord."

Honestly, I have never caught this before to this extent:

God asked Hosea to live out that which he would preach to the people.  He allowed Hosea to intimately understand the message he would deliver.

Oh boy, I can identify with that!  Much time over the last few years I have struggled "WHY?".  

Well, if I am really honest, I have struggled with "Are you freaking kidding me!!!!".

While I have received no answer or explanation for either one of these inquiries, I do know that my mess is truly becoming my message.

IT IS WHAT I KNOW TO BE TRUE.  IT IS WHAT I CAN TELL YOU IS FACT WITHOUT A SHADOW OF HESITATION.

My God loves me.  He cares for me.  He leads me.  He pursues me.  He will never leave me.  He is always by my side.  He is always available to give me direction.  He will take care of me on every level--spiritually, financially, emotionally.  He is my Husband, my Daddy, and my very best friend.

HE WILL NEVER CHANGE.

And He is all of those things for you too.  

YOU.  Just you.  All by yourself.  This is not a "we" thing.  HE LOVES YOU.

With a passion that you can not even begin to understand the depths of.

Lately, life has allowed me to further learn some of these truths, and I must say that my God does not disappoint.  He is all of the above and more.  Every single day.

What about you?  What lesson is God teaching you in your mess?  It is possible that He is fashioning your message?

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